I am sorry that this happened to you. : (  <--- sad face

I know what you mean when you say that this helps you therapeutically. But I can't even do that since I have to wait until my hands stop hurting long enough to do anything which makes it that much worse! I don't know what to do. I hope that I can hold on long enough to get into the company after my ninety days probation is up and get the surgery so that I can work again without worrying about it. The scars will just blend in with the others!