Thanks for asking. Truthfully I have been in a bit of a deep rut. Truthfully I am a bit exhausted as acting as nurse, carer chiropodist, personal shopper, housemaid and chief cook and bottle washer has not always relax and think of my own mindfulness. I am hoping that I will be more thoughtful of my own needs shortly, rather than continually expecting things to go wrong.
The Chemo that she had was brutal and had so many other effects than you expect, for example losing all her toenails over many weeks and layers of skin, just sloughing off and blisters, well.
As she is now healing from the surgery, there is now weeks of Mon/Fri 68 mile round trips to Cambridge for Radiotherapy and the serious side effects that can result.
So time will tell but I need to think of my own health, sleep properly and get back to some hobbies. I don't know how many hours I have sat at my bench and a few hours later done nothing.
Be well,
John